Sunday, October 9, 2022

  Yet another random list

1- If I was the trouble child, the one who was the root cause of all the problems and the one who made the family looked back. Then why is it, now that I have distanced myself from the family and have gone mainly no contact they are desperate to lure me back in? 


2-  Trauma bond was the name of the relationship that I had with my mother all my life 

3- I have disorganized attachment, which I am working on its healing 

4- I can be pretty unpredictable in relationships if my safety is at risk 

5- Is there ever and absolution for my parents and my entire family for what they did to me?

6- A lot of my traveling had to do with me running away from pain, from my family of origin and have a little bit of alone time all to myself

7- I cried for help all my life and nobody, absolutely  nobody listened to me or extended me a hand 

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