2-Joan Didion - “Anybody who talks about California hedonism has never spent a Christmas in Sacramento.” —Joan Didion (1979)
3- For a state capitol this is a pretty trashy place , I mean in general it is the arm pit of Nor Cal, but you would have thought
4- I am sitting in downtown placerville minding my own business and a homeless guy is talking to himself out loud and cursing everyone… we are all one coping mechanism away from being him
5- freaking flies don’t let go of me
6- I am so used to prosperity of Bay Area that it never occurs to me how poverty stricken life can be outside my bubble .
7- The homeless guy is still cursing himself and moving around .
8-Trash in trash out ..
9- I honestly don’t like to be around homeless people
10- I was going to write a very long post about cPTSD and how my privileged ass suffers from it and seeing all this poor people stopped me
11- As much as I complain , I am glad that I got out
12- I used to be so many things not all good and all that is left to lose is my aggression . And for that I need to learn to feel safe in my own skin. Not an easy feat
13- I have started to dig blogging
14- I like mobile blogging
15- When you are stuck that means you are not aligned with your soul
16- Boy this mobile blogger interface sucks big time . But I wanna pretend that I am poor and this is all that I can afford
17- -Statisticalky number of suicide is highest amongst married women and single man . So by not marrying you I will guarantee both of us a long life .
- how so ?
- Well I won’t be a married women , but you won’t be a single man neither.
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