Down town Walnut Creek random list

1- I am just sitting here , with nothing to do and nowhere specific to go . For the next two days I have no plans to keep myself occupied and it’s freaking scary 

2- I had hot dog wrapped pretzel and it wasn’t all that bad 

3- I am stuck in between two worlds , it’s surreal 

4- i like to go out more , i even picked an outfit for an imaginary party 

5- The truth is that I am not as sad and lonely as I used to be 

6- i passed by a cute guy , working on his laptop . My lord he was so young

7- I am not dealing well with this  middle age thing , but this shall pass too 

8- I am in a weird space, I am just slowing down . Probably I am over this reality and would like to change it 

9- I am done with my family of origin and my colleagues , a really weird space to be 

10- that’s a wrap